Added: Sep 6, 2008
From: arut4ararat
Duration: 3:15
I started thinking about why the inner workings of my head are likea machine..why the gears keep on turning. It's becuase I'm growing up. I have stress in my life. Everyday pressures. There are moments however when the gears stop turning and I shut down. It's when I day dream. Most of the time I daydream about things that I have already experienced and I'm reliving the past. When I was a kid, I didn't have any stress. I just had to be a kid. I could play and be free. I used to like swinging when I was a kid. It was fun because I could go higher and higher like I was a bird, or pretend that I was a fighter pilot flying a jet through the air. It never got old. And when I was ready...I would jump off at that pivotal moment and be completely free from the world. Just flying. Falling. I long for that freedom. With this video I'm gesturing towards the idea of transitioning from adult to child. I never want to be truly grown up. I will always hold on to a piece of my childhood. I also think that because my parents got divorced when I was young, it caused me to miss out on a lot of my childhood. Sometimes, I think now I'm trying to relive or make up those times.
Channel: Film
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